Give me strength to go thru this ya Allah.
how i feel about love?
there is actually so many ways to interpret it. you know it depends on how strong, how dedicate, how compromise you are with each other. in my case, i dont know anymore. as i type this with tears streaming down my face, i just wish 'you' were here to say that u meant your sorry and tell me how much you want me in your life and i just want to be comfortable and feel secure in your arms again. sadly it didnt happen. and i am wondering if it will ever happen?
i dont know. i really dont know whats going on between us both. is it me whos getting demanding? or is it u whos trying to live your life going beyond 'our' comfort zone? we already talk about this. infact, its tiring me to keep on arguing on the same thing again and again. damn it, can u please, please, try to understand me? i hate it when you are trying to run away from the problems. i hate it how u want me to approach you everytime. seriously, i dont know how i should be feeling. is it you or me that is heartless?
u once ask me what i want you to do to make me happy? the answer is, your attention. as simple as that. i dont mean that i want your attention like attention-kinda-attention. i want to feel loved, i want to wake up knowing that u give me a morning text saying that i am beautiful. asking me hows my day as if it is your first time texting me, telling me your sorry for your every late reply. welcoming me with roses, treating me like im the only princess, i just want to feel like i am important to you. i dont know if it is too much to ask from you. i dont know if u can ever stand me. can u?
i have got no one to express my feelings and it is like a very deep cut to my heart. it is just so heartbreaking i cannot take it anymore that i put my every thought at my finger tips. i just hope that u will understand me a lil bit more by reading this. ( if he ever reads this )
xx.
Wildfire by Jeni
OMG they smell so damn good each time you spray them on you will feel like a million dollar girl !
My family is obsessed with perfumes especially my parents, that i think their perfume need its own room in the house. haha ! I wear different types of perfume on different occasions. I am wearing J'adore by Dior whenever i go to work. Its smell always boost up my confidence ( esp when i'm feeling all lazy :p ). For my date with Sayang, i usually wear Lovely by Sarah Jessica Parker & Victoria Secret. You can also mix and match the smell making your own scent with your favourite lotion. Have you heard of Lamsa Lotion?
Girl you gotta purchase these lotion. The scent is uniquely sweet, flavourful and lasting ! Mom ordered this online from Dubai. They have different scents tho. Mine i think is " Naseem ". The smell is kinda strong that I personally think you don't need to wear perfume to go with these. I also recommend you Victoria Secret Pure Seduction if you go for sweet yet edgy scent. But hey you know different person have their own signature smell and VS meets every criteria. You don't simply buy them because they are VS but because their products are Very Seducing :D gotta love em !
Coco Chanel - "A woman who doesn't wear perfume has no future."
XOXO
Yayers !! My blog is finally updated with new layout. and I suppose to update with more posts too? hehe no worries I will. Since i like food and shopping so much maybe you'll find that I post more about it in here. You never know maybe one day you don't know where to eat or where to shop, you can simply check out my blog and don't think no more ! alamak exaggerating :D but hey that happens to me all the time. I google where to eat especially for my lunch. haha.
I was once a blogger and i blog almost everyday writing about my thoughts, my life and shared videos from Youtube. Now back to square one but with a whole new different touch. I hope you will enjoy reading my blog :)
Please watch it in HD & FULLSCREEN it :P This is SUPER DANCE-GASM !!!
its been a while since i did not post. Things have changed, in a good way :) i am now a working lady where as Nazmi just stayin at home doing the house work, cleaning, cooking & laundry. HAHA. hmm so far, i did not intend to stay long in the company as i am now hoping on other job that related to my course (Plant Engineering). Last 2 months i sat an O.T.T.S exam under BSP (Brunei Shell Petroleum) yet i'm still waiting for the result whether i got in for the interview or not. Just recent, i have applied ITB thru HECAS. Nazmi also did. Mudahan di permudah kan segala urusan nanti. Aamiin.
